Kash tujhe malum ye hota,
Ashk bina rone ka matlab,
Khwabon me tujhse milne ko,
Neend bina sone ka matlab.
Kash tujhe malum ye hota,
Patjhad ke sawan ka matlab,
Pyasi is banjar zameen se,
Jaate us badal ka matlab.
Kash tujhe malum ye hota,
Bikhre un khawabon ka matlab,
Manzil ko pakar ke bhi,
Chhuti un raahon ka matlab.
Kash tujhe malum ye hota,
Lambi un raaton ka matlab,
Mauke dar maukon par hoti,
Choti un baaton ka matlab.
Kash tujhe malum ye hota,
tute us taare ka matlab,
Hasti aankon se teri wo,
Bahte us kaazal ka matlab.
Kash tujhe malum ye hota,
Ghut ti un saanson ka matlab,
Yaadon ki aagosh me teri,
Jalti un baahon ka matlab.
Kash tujhe malum ye hota,
Bin tere jeene ka matlab,
Haath liye har ek jaam ko,
Pyaas bina peene ka matlab.
Kash tujhe malum ye hota,
Is dard bhari pukar ka matlab,
Kash Mujhe malum ye hota,
Is beech khadi deewar ka matlab.
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
Monday, July 25, 2011
When Silence hurts more...
He: "Hey!!! Hi, I am really surprised, you called after these many years."
She: "Me too, so glad to hear your voice."
He: "Is everything OK?"
She: "Why are you asking this question?"
He: "You called after such a long time."
She: "Well.. you have not even called."
He: "I was afraid."
She: "Afraid of what?"
He: "Getting hurt again."
She: "Hmmm.."
He: "Why didn't you called me?"
She: "Me too was afraid."
He: "(Laughing..) Of getting hurt?"
She: "No, of hurting you again."
Silence..
He: "So how's life going?"
She: "Yeah!!! everything is going fine."
He: "That's good."
She: "So, how's yours?
He: "Me too, doing good."
He: "So what made you to call me?"
She: "Because I just can't take it any more. I just can't bear your silence, your
stanger like behaviour. Why are you pretending like you don't know me?"
He: "What else you expect me to do?"
She: "If you are angry on me. Scold me, abuse me or if you want, beat me."
He: "You know I can't do any of them."
She: "Why?"
He: "You know it better."
She: "You know I read all your blogs."
He: "Oh.. did you like them?"
She: "No, I felt them."
She: "Why did you wrote all these blogs?"
He: "May be because I don't have anyone to talk with."
She: "You don't share anything sad with others. Its your old habit. Look at me I used to share everything with you whether its happiness or sad. You should be like that."
He: "Yes, but last time you missed to share one important thing."
She: "Is it? What?"
He: "That you are going away from my life."
She: "Why are you so quite?"
He: "Just don't have anything to talk."
She: "And I was thinking you would have lots of complains."
He: "No, not at all, in fact I am very thankful to you. You have tought me so many things, you gave me chance to improve myself. You made me understand "why one shouldn't expect anything from anyone as expectations always hurt". You have made me lot more stronger than before."
She: "So you are not angry at me?"
He: "Positively"
She: "Then why are you still talking so formaly with me?"
He: "Because it helps me to remain tough."
She: "Can't we become friends like before?"
He: "Like before I can't say, but yes we can have a new start."
.
She: "Me too, so glad to hear your voice."
He: "Is everything OK?"
She: "Why are you asking this question?"
He: "You called after such a long time."
She: "Well.. you have not even called."
He: "I was afraid."
She: "Afraid of what?"
He: "Getting hurt again."
She: "Hmmm.."
He: "Why didn't you called me?"
She: "Me too was afraid."
He: "(Laughing..) Of getting hurt?"
She: "No, of hurting you again."
Silence..
He: "So how's life going?"
She: "Yeah!!! everything is going fine."
He: "That's good."
She: "So, how's yours?
He: "Me too, doing good."
He: "So what made you to call me?"
She: "Because I just can't take it any more. I just can't bear your silence, your
stanger like behaviour. Why are you pretending like you don't know me?"
He: "What else you expect me to do?"
She: "If you are angry on me. Scold me, abuse me or if you want, beat me."
He: "You know I can't do any of them."
She: "Why?"
He: "You know it better."
She: "You know I read all your blogs."
He: "Oh.. did you like them?"
She: "No, I felt them."
She: "Why did you wrote all these blogs?"
He: "May be because I don't have anyone to talk with."
She: "You don't share anything sad with others. Its your old habit. Look at me I used to share everything with you whether its happiness or sad. You should be like that."
He: "Yes, but last time you missed to share one important thing."
She: "Is it? What?"
He: "That you are going away from my life."
She: "Why are you so quite?"
He: "Just don't have anything to talk."
She: "And I was thinking you would have lots of complains."
He: "No, not at all, in fact I am very thankful to you. You have tought me so many things, you gave me chance to improve myself. You made me understand "why one shouldn't expect anything from anyone as expectations always hurt". You have made me lot more stronger than before."
She: "So you are not angry at me?"
He: "Positively"
She: "Then why are you still talking so formaly with me?"
He: "Because it helps me to remain tough."
She: "Can't we become friends like before?"
He: "Like before I can't say, but yes we can have a new start."
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Saturday, April 30, 2011
Love Actually
"So have you ever been in love", he asked me
"Yes, once I have been in love", I replied.
"So how is your girlfriend?"
"Don't know, we are not together now."
"Oh!!! So how much you cried when she left"
"I haven't cried."
"Then it was not love, it's just a crush."
So in this way, my love was declared as a Crush because I never cried.
Now I am thinking, "Why tears are so important in love? Why pain and love are synonyms? Why people don't believe in your love only because you never cried?
I thought loving someone mean giving all the happiness you can to the one you love, even though they are happy without you. Why one should cry because she/he is not with them? In spite we can be happy, watching smile on their face.
Loving someone not always means to be with them in person, it also means a thought in their mind that "Yes, I am with you no matter whatever happen. Whenever you need me I'll be there." Isn't this enough to say you are still special for me.
There are people around who talks of many stages like Crush, Infatuation sometimes Committed and then Love. Seriously I can't understand these stages, either you love someone or not. These stages are just excuses for not being together.
Now it was my turn to ask question:
"Have you ever been in Love?"
"Well I have dated 7-8 girls and had two serious girlfriends"
And I thought "Oh!!! GOD, two more terms "Date" and "Serious Girlfriend".
Now what a Date is? If you like someone, you want to spend some time with them. That people call a Date. Then where is the crush stage? "If you don't have Crush on someone, why are you going on date with them?
So where do I put it in the hierarchy is it after Crush or before Crush?
And what is this "Serious Girlfriend" thing and if it is serious, why it is two? Oh!!! These things are looking funny to me. Why we are making things so complicated?
I have seen people saying she/he is my girlfriend/boyfriend. But I haven't heard them saying "Yes, she is the girl I love." I don't know why guys/girls are so afraid of accepting that they are in love with someone. Then what are these boyfriend/girlfriend things? When you start calling someone boyfriend or girlfriend, not a friend?
And as a matter of fact "Nobody remembers a successful love story". For example stories of Laila-Majnu, Heer-Ranjha, Romeo-Juliet we talk about. And when we talk about romantic movies, we talk about Walk to remember, the Notebook etc. See, nobody like successful love story.
I have so many questions and I know there are many people around who can give me answers for all these questions. But maybe I don't want answer for all these question? May be I don't want so many answers?
But I want answer for only one question "What is Love Actually?"
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