Sunday, February 26, 2012
A Walk to Remember
People were coming to me asking direction but where is she? We're not late in fact I came early or very early.
Then she called and I was thinking "Oh..God, please don't cancel the Date."
Date, is it really a Date? Hell who cares, for me its a Date ;).
I received the call, "Hey where are you?"
"At the stop, where are you?"
"Me too at the stop."
Then I saw her "As beautiful as ever".
And we went for the movie.
After movie she said,"Movie was not that good."
Me: "Yeah!!! (As if I care)."
For me being with her is the only thing that matters.
Me: "Don't you feel it was kind of our story"
She: "Yeah, me too thinking the same."
She: "So what's your plan now?"
Me: "I don't have anything to do, Let's have a walk if you are free".
She: "Sure"
We sat outside the mall.
She: "There are so many people here, That's why I don't like malls so much crowd."
Me: "What are you talking? that's why we come to Malls, look at those girls."
She: "You all are same."
Me: "Well that's how we should be."
She: "OK, tell me the most beautiful girl here other than me?"
She knew what I'll say but then I said,"See that girl in pink top"
That was an African girl, really dark.
She: "Oh my God that's your choice."
Me: "Well you know my choice better."
She: "Let's walk"
She: "Why you are so quiet?"
Me: "Just don't want to spoil the moment"
She: "You know when ever I walk, I always fall. My friends always make fun of me whenever I walk with them I guaranteed fall. I don't know why? Today first time I walked that long and I didn't fall."
Me: "Because Today you are with me. Just walk with me and I'll make sure you'll never fall."
She: "You know what? We rarely meet, we rarely talk and there is nothing between us, but still there are people who believe there is something between us. No matter how much I tell them, they don't believe me ?"
It hurts to listen those words but I was happy thinking, still there are people who think of we two together. Oh God!!! where are these people? I love them...
Me: "(Surprisingly) Is it?"
What else I can say.. :(
Me: "You know I still Love you"
She: "Yes, I know and that's why we don't often meet or talk. Beacuse I don't want it to end like 3 years ago."
Me: "So what do you think? Is this what you want?"
She: "It is not what I think or What I want? It's about what I chose. There are lots of things that depends upon our choices. And I wish may be someday we both will be happy with this choice."
Me: "Anyways Happy Promise day"
She: "No, not like that you have to promise me something"
Me: "OK then I promise, I'll always keep my promise. Now it's your turn"
She: "I also promise you the same."
Me: "That's cheating. Promise me something else".
She: "Well then I promise....."
"DADDY MUJHSE BOLA TU GALTI HAI MERI...TUJHPE ZINDGANI GUILTY HAI MERI...SABUN KI SHAKAL ME, BETA TU TO NIKLA KEWAL JHAAG.. BHAAG... "
Hell what is this?
That's my alarm. Why? Why? It rang at the wrong time. I want to listen what she said?
But the loss was done, the dream is broken..
Anyways I should hurry now or I am gonna miss our morning status call at office.
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
Kash Tujhe Malum Ye Hota...
Ashk bina rone ka matlab,
Khwabon me tujhse milne ko,
Neend bina sone ka matlab.
Kash tujhe malum ye hota,
Patjhad ke sawan ka matlab,
Pyasi is banjar zameen se,
Jaate us badal ka matlab.
Kash tujhe malum ye hota,
Bikhre un khawabon ka matlab,
Manzil ko pakar ke bhi,
Chhuti un raahon ka matlab.
Kash tujhe malum ye hota,
Lambi un raaton ka matlab,
Mauke dar maukon par hoti,
Choti un baaton ka matlab.
Kash tujhe malum ye hota,
tute us taare ka matlab,
Hasti aankon se teri wo,
Bahte us kaazal ka matlab.
Kash tujhe malum ye hota,
Ghut ti un saanson ka matlab,
Yaadon ki aagosh me teri,
Jalti un baahon ka matlab.
Kash tujhe malum ye hota,
Bin tere jeene ka matlab,
Haath liye har ek jaam ko,
Pyaas bina peene ka matlab.
Kash tujhe malum ye hota,
Is dard bhari pukar ka matlab,
Kash Mujhe malum ye hota,
Is beech khadi deewar ka matlab.
Monday, July 25, 2011
When Silence hurts more...
She: "Me too, so glad to hear your voice."
He: "Is everything OK?"
She: "Why are you asking this question?"
He: "You called after such a long time."
She: "Well.. you have not even called."
He: "I was afraid."
She: "Afraid of what?"
He: "Getting hurt again."
She: "Hmmm.."
He: "Why didn't you called me?"
She: "Me too was afraid."
He: "(Laughing..) Of getting hurt?"
She: "No, of hurting you again."
Silence..
He: "So how's life going?"
She: "Yeah!!! everything is going fine."
He: "That's good."
She: "So, how's yours?
He: "Me too, doing good."
He: "So what made you to call me?"
She: "Because I just can't take it any more. I just can't bear your silence, your
stanger like behaviour. Why are you pretending like you don't know me?"
He: "What else you expect me to do?"
She: "If you are angry on me. Scold me, abuse me or if you want, beat me."
He: "You know I can't do any of them."
She: "Why?"
He: "You know it better."
She: "You know I read all your blogs."
He: "Oh.. did you like them?"
She: "No, I felt them."
She: "Why did you wrote all these blogs?"
He: "May be because I don't have anyone to talk with."
She: "You don't share anything sad with others. Its your old habit. Look at me I used to share everything with you whether its happiness or sad. You should be like that."
He: "Yes, but last time you missed to share one important thing."
She: "Is it? What?"
He: "That you are going away from my life."
She: "Why are you so quite?"
He: "Just don't have anything to talk."
She: "And I was thinking you would have lots of complains."
He: "No, not at all, in fact I am very thankful to you. You have tought me so many things, you gave me chance to improve myself. You made me understand "why one shouldn't expect anything from anyone as expectations always hurt". You have made me lot more stronger than before."
She: "So you are not angry at me?"
He: "Positively"
She: "Then why are you still talking so formaly with me?"
He: "Because it helps me to remain tough."
She: "Can't we become friends like before?"
He: "Like before I can't say, but yes we can have a new start."
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Saturday, April 30, 2011
Love Actually
"So have you ever been in love", he asked me
"Yes, once I have been in love", I replied.
"So how is your girlfriend?"
"Don't know, we are not together now."
"Oh!!! So how much you cried when she left"
"I haven't cried."
"Then it was not love, it's just a crush."
So in this way, my love was declared as a Crush because I never cried.
Now I am thinking, "Why tears are so important in love? Why pain and love are synonyms? Why people don't believe in your love only because you never cried?
I thought loving someone mean giving all the happiness you can to the one you love, even though they are happy without you. Why one should cry because she/he is not with them? In spite we can be happy, watching smile on their face.
Loving someone not always means to be with them in person, it also means a thought in their mind that "Yes, I am with you no matter whatever happen. Whenever you need me I'll be there." Isn't this enough to say you are still special for me.
There are people around who talks of many stages like Crush, Infatuation sometimes Committed and then Love. Seriously I can't understand these stages, either you love someone or not. These stages are just excuses for not being together.
Now it was my turn to ask question:
"Have you ever been in Love?"
"Well I have dated 7-8 girls and had two serious girlfriends"
And I thought "Oh!!! GOD, two more terms "Date" and "Serious Girlfriend".
Now what a Date is? If you like someone, you want to spend some time with them. That people call a Date. Then where is the crush stage? "If you don't have Crush on someone, why are you going on date with them?
So where do I put it in the hierarchy is it after Crush or before Crush?
And what is this "Serious Girlfriend" thing and if it is serious, why it is two? Oh!!! These things are looking funny to me. Why we are making things so complicated?
I have seen people saying she/he is my girlfriend/boyfriend. But I haven't heard them saying "Yes, she is the girl I love." I don't know why guys/girls are so afraid of accepting that they are in love with someone. Then what are these boyfriend/girlfriend things? When you start calling someone boyfriend or girlfriend, not a friend?
And as a matter of fact "Nobody remembers a successful love story". For example stories of Laila-Majnu, Heer-Ranjha, Romeo-Juliet we talk about. And when we talk about romantic movies, we talk about Walk to remember, the Notebook etc. See, nobody like successful love story.
I have so many questions and I know there are many people around who can give me answers for all these questions. But maybe I don't want answer for all these question? May be I don't want so many answers?
But I want answer for only one question "What is Love Actually?"
Monday, April 26, 2010
Marriage Ceremony of IT Professional
Now lets come to the marriage:
Initially the mother mails to her son telling that the bench period of bachelorhood is now over and he is Hardlocked to a new project called marriage. Hardlock, yeh!!! this the terminology we use. And he need to report the supervisor (Father) as soon as possible (ASAP). Our software engineer raise a request to get roll off but of no use. As nothing can be done he agrees for the marriage.
Now a meeting is arranged for the boy and the girl. The boy asks so many questions to the girl like what are her area of specialization? If she had any previous experience? What are the projects she has already worked? And the girl replies innocently that she is a fresher. Anyhow the marriage gets fixed and now KT (knowledge transfer) sessions are organized by the boy's married friends and they share some important information with him.
Now preparation for marriage starts. Cabs are booked for the "Barat". Girl and Boy mails their friends with the subject line as "Action Required:Need to attend the marriage" and with high priority. And finally the day comes. All the friend of boys have joined the "Barat". They dance in front of groom's car and fly Sudexo Coupons in spite of money. At the girl's end a responsible person sits at the door with a card swapping machine, collection gift from the guests and checking their Id card. A guest come and offer him his debit card and says Rs 1001/- or Rs 501/- etc.
The boy comes and sits at the "Mandap"(Wedding Place). All the girl's friend surround him and they hide the access card of the girl's room, this time no shoes. After the marriage the groom finds the Access Card is missing. The girls demand for money in lieu of the Access card and the Groom hands over his debit card to them.
Now the Groom enters the bride's room as he sits near her she asks for password and he gets access, after that... its confidential. Next morning they get a news that they are going Onsite for Honeymoon.
And they live happily ever after unless some bug comes in their life.
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
2012, Does it Matter?
I: Hey Mummy has you heard the news?
Mummy: What news you are talking about?
I: It's about the end of world in year 2012.
Mummy: Yes I heard it, but it's all nonsense. Every year such news come, don't worry about it. Whenever they don't have any they show all these crap.
I: But Mummy, what if it's true?
Mummy: If its end of world then let it be, we can't do anything. If everybody dies, we'll too.
I: But there is something you can do.
Mummy: About the disaster?
I: No!!! about me.
Mummy: What?
I: Don't you think, it is the time you should think about my marriage.
Mummy: But son, it's the time for you to make your carrier, not for marriage. You still have 5 years for marriage.
I: What?!!!!!!! 5 years, what if the world ends in 2012? Please Mummy I don't wanna die unmarried.
Mummy: Hey don't be a fool. Nothing gonna happen?
I: What if it happens? You can't say anything about it, so why take a chance?
Mummy: You are looking so concern about your marriage, have you seen some girl?
I: No mummy!!! in this case I am fully depend upon you and father. But it seems even you two are not gonna help me.
Mummy: Oh dear!!! It's not like that but it's not the right time, and when the time comes I'll
show as many as girls you haven't even thought of.
I: Oh Mummy!!! It's just a mother's heart; otherwise you have no idea about the girl to boy ratio in India.
Mummy: Don't worry son there are still girls for you. You will be married too.
I: Oh Mummy!!! You can't understand my concern as you are already married. You can't understand my pain. Mummy if I died due to disaster in 2012 my soul will not get peace. My soul keeps wandering in this world.
Mummy: Oh!!! Then don't worry there would be thousands of other unsatisfied soul with you.
I: No Mummy it's not necessary, may be they are not concern about their marriage and their soul go to heaven in spite of being with me.
Mummy: Well it's enough, don't tease me more. Or if you are ready I'll arrange your marriage next year and you'll not deny.
I: Oh!!! Mummy, you are getting serious. I was just joking; you can carry on with your work. I think I should go.
Sunday, September 20, 2009
Main Nashe Me Hoon...
Devdas as D.D
Chunni Babu as Chunnu */
D.D.: Arey!!! Chunnu ye aap hume kahan le aaye?
Chunnu: D.D. Babu ,ye shehar ka sabse bada bar hai.
D.D.: Chunnu bhai isse to achcha to aap hume Chandramukhi ki yahan le chalte, wo kam se kam udhar to deti hai. Yahan to credit card bhi nahi lete, aur aajkal to bahut kadki chal rahi hai.
Chunnu: Koi baat nahi D.D. Babu!! hum hain na. Aaj ki sham humari taraf se. To bataiye kya peejiyega?
D.D.: Waise to kuch bhi chalega, magar apna lebel to Green Lebel.
After some time….
Chunnu: Kya D.D. Babu aap to peene me hi mashgul ho gaye. Ye bhi bhool gaye ki hum bhi baithe hain aapke saath. Kuch baat to kijiye?
D.D.: Maaf karna Chunnu, magar hume peene do hum hosh me nahi rehna chahte?
Chunnu: Bas D.D. babu!!! Ab bas karo. Aur mat peeyo.
D.D.: Nahi Chunnu hume mat roko. Jab tak hum hosh me rahenge Paaro ki yaad hume aati rahegi aur hum tadapte rahenge. Aur is tadap se to behoshi ki neend hi achchci hai, jisme kam se kam dard to nahi hota.
Chunnu: D.D. Babu, kya aapki Paaro bhi aapko itna hi chahti hai?
D.D.: Ye to hum nahi jaante Chunnu, Paaro ke paas to diya hai jise jala kar wo apna man behla leti hai magar humare paas… humare paas to bas ye dil hai jalane ko.
Chunnu: D.D. Babu, aakhir aapki Paro aapse door kyun ho gai? Aur aapki ye haalat kaise ho gai?
D.D.: Bas yahi to hum bhi jaan na chahte hain ki aakhir humse aisi kya bhool ho gayi ki wo hume chod kar chali gai? Kis galti ki hume itni badi saza mili? Wo to kehti thi ki use bhi humari utni hi jarurat hain jitni ki hume uski hai. Usne to vaada kiya tha ki kabhi hume chod kar nahi jayegi. Magar aaj to unhone hume itna akela kar diya ki aaj humara saaya bhi humre saath nahi hai .
Aur rahi humari halat ki baat to iske zimmedar aap jaise dost hain. Jinke paas hum apna tuta dil leke aaye the aur unhone hume daru ke theke pe bitha diya. Aap jaise dost ho to dushmano ki kya jarurat hai?
Chunnu: D.D. Babu!! lagta hai aapko chadh gai hai. Hum to aapka bhala chahne wale hain.
D.D.: Arey!!! Yadi humara bhala chahne wale hote to hume is tarah daaru pilaane ki bajai humari problem solve karte?
Chunnu: D.D. Babu, aap Paro ko bhool kyun nahi jaate?
D.D.: Nahi Chunnu nahi!!! Hum sapne me bhi aisa nahi soch sakte. Hum ek baar saans lena bhool sakte hain magar Paaro ko nahi bhula sakte.
Chunnu: D.D. Babu aap Paro ko bahut pyar karte hain na?
D.D.: Chunnu hum ye to nahi jaante ki hum paaro ko kitna pyar karte hain, magar unki judaai humse bardasht nahi hoti.
Chunnu: Wah!!!! D.D. Babu, humne bahut se aashiqo ko dekha magar aap to sabse alag hain. Jisko Paro ka dard itna hai, uske naam ka nasha itna hai ki wo kabse sode ko daaru samjh kar piye ja raha hai aur use nasa bhi ho raha hai. Main to kab se keh raha hun ruk jao aur mat piyo. Abhi humara order nahi aaya hai.