Please... don't wait for me.

She: "Yesterday I sent an SMS to you but you didn't replied."

I: "Is it? Well I can reply now. What was the message?"

She: "It was a question, what you expect from me and you need to choose from options."

I : "Oh!!! that one, OK I'll answer but you need to answer first. What you expect from me?"

She: "A long relationship and friendly love (Smiling). Now you tell me."

I : Well.. that's simple, I choose "Marry me".

She: "Oh My God, Is it?"

I : "Yup!!!"

She: "Come on.. Tell me seriously."

I: "Do you really think I am kidding. I am serious and see it'll fulfill both of our expectation. Its a long relationship and I'll be loving you forever."

She: "No, you are still not serious."

I: "Listen.. it's been 5 years and I still want to marry you. How much serious it can be? "

She: "That's what? It's been 5 years and you are still waiting for me. Please don't wait for me."

I: "Will you answer a question?"

She: "Yes."

I: "Do you think, I am not suitable for you. If this is the case just tell me I won't feel bad. In fact it motivate me to do much better in life."

She: "No, In fact I am not suitable for you."

I : "Why... Why you think so?"

She: "I am not a good girl."

I: "Well !!! I am not a good boy either."

She: "But still better than me."

I: "Hey!!! Don't start over this. A relationship is where two imperfect person makes a perfect life. And I feel we can make a perfect life."

She: "I know you'll keep any girl happy and someday you'll find a much better and beautiful girl.  But I am not that girl."

I: "I am never gonna find someone like you because you are the only one."

She: "Look in your office, I heard there are lots of beautiful girls in your company."

I: "But how can someone else take the place that is not vacant?"

She: "That's what I am telling you, Make that space."

I: "Then why you expect a long relationship from me?"

She: "Because I need someone, I can trust. A shoulder where I can cry when I am sad. A friend who'll always be with me."

I: "I have a better idea, Just be with me and I'll never let you cry."

She: "Please... don't wait for me."

And she again left me puzzled.

Jab We Met 2 (JWM2)

Previously on Jab We Met (JWM)….
I met a girl named Riya in a journey, who was about to jump from the train. Now I am at home doing the best thing I can do i.e., sleeping and it happened, my cell started ringing. Anyhow I dared to pick up the phone, the name Riya was flashing on it. That’s why I hate girls they can’t see u happy. It was 7 O’clock.

http://raxblogging.blogspot.in/2009/06/jab-we-met-1.html

I: "(clearing my throat) Yes!!"

Riya: "Hiiiiiii"

I can’t understand why these girls get so excited while saying “Hi”.

Riya: "Do you know what happened today?"

I: "How could I know, my day have just started."

Riya: "OK, I’ll tell you. He just called me."

I: "Whom, you are talking about?"

Riya: “Alok”, I have told you about him yesterday.

I: "Oh... yes, your boyfriend. So what did he say?"

Riya: "Well he was very sad and apologizing for his behavior."

I: "Hey, that’s very good, you guys are together again."

Riya: "Actually, now I m not feeling like loving him anymore."

I: "What? But you were going to suicide for him. I thought you loved him so much."

Riya: "Yes I do, but yesterday night I thought about it and I felt if he can leave me once he can do it again."

I: "So, what you told him?"

Riya: "I told him that it couldn’t remain same. We can now remain only friend.
Ok I’ll call you later mom is shouting."

And she cut the phone. I thought I was still dreaming, why she called me and told me all these things? What I have to do with all these crap? Well I had been woken up so I thought to finish up all my morning business.

After that she started messaging me and miss calls too. One thing about girls is that they never call you until they need; at the same time they keep on giving you miss calls until you call.

One day she called me and said, “Hey I am coming to your city this Sunday. Tell me where we can meet?”

I: “Meet? Are you serious? This is a small township, full of Uncles and guys who know me. What they’ll think?”

Riya: “Oh!!! Come on... don’t be such a jerk. Nothing will happen; I’ll be there with you.”

I: “That’s the problem, you’ll be there.”

Riya: “OK fine, you don’t wanna meet me then that’s it. You are such a coward.”

Coward, how can I bear such insult?

I: “Ok we’ll meet. Time and Place I’ll tell on Sunday morning. Happy??”

Riya: “Thanks a lot (laughing)”

Finally Sunday came sooner than I expected. We planned to meet at the Coffee House as I was sure no uncles would come there and guys I can take care off. But when everything is right there must be something wrong.

As soon as we ordered for coffee I saw a familiar face or should I say many familiar faces. It was Mishra Uncle’s daughter Birthday party and now I was trying to hide behind Riya and praying nobody saw me.

We finished our coffee in hurry and walked towards the stairs. I came down halfway on stairs and I saw “Papa”.

Riya looked at me and said, “Namaste Uncle.”

Papa looked at me and said “Hello” to her. He didn’t ask anything that time but by
his look I can say “I am Gone” and we left.

I: “See now what happened? I don’t know what I’ll say if he asks about you.”

Riya: “Why are you so tensed as if I am your girlfriend and he caught you red handed. Tell him I am your friend”

Girlfriend and Friend, see how much difference a girl can make.
Something pinch me inside, Was it that her telling she's not my girlfriend? Do I want her to be my girlfriend? I don't know but what if she really is?

In a moment hundreds of thoughts crossed my mind.

Riya: "Hey!!! What are you thinking?"

I: “(Startled) Hmm... Nothing. You won’t understand my situation. Anyways I’ll take care of it (Can I?)”.

Then we left for the Lake park of our city, there were three reasons for that:

first it was a quite place to walk around second its out of city and it's near bus stand I don't need to come all the way to drop her ;)

Riya: "Hey!!! I am sorry."

I: "Sorry? For what?"

Riya: "To put you in trouble."

I: "Ohh.. forget it, in fact I feel it exciting. You made my boring Sunday into an adventurous one."

Riya: "Is it? So when are we meeting again?"

I: "Whaaat?"

Riya: "Oh.. don't worry I was just kidding. But really you made my day. It was really nice to meet you in person. Thanks a lot."

I: "O Come on.. I don't like people saying thanks to me. That's what friends do, they care, spend time, make you happy. There is no place for thanks and all."

Riya: "As you say. Well now its time, I should leave now otherwise it'll be too late to reach home."

I: "Ok.. Riya. I wish will see you soon."

Riya: "Sure."

And she left for her city leaving me thinking where this friendship can go?

When I reached home, Mom and Dad were waiting for me as I expected.....


(to be continued....)

A Walk to Remember

I was at the bus stop,waiting for her. I was really happy and out of world, first time we were going out for a movie. In last 2 years we met many times but it was the first time it was only me and her.

People were coming to me asking direction but where is she? We're not late in fact I came early or very early.

Then she called and I was thinking "Oh..God, please don't cancel the Date."
Date, is it really a Date? Hell who cares, for me its a Date ;).

I received the call, "Hey where are you?"

"At the stop, where are you?"

"Me too at the stop."

Then I saw her "As beautiful as ever".

And we went for the movie.
After movie she said,"Movie was not that good."

Me: "Yeah!!! (As if I care)."
For me being with her is the only thing that matters.

Me: "Don't you feel it was kind of our story"

She: "Yeah, me too thinking the same."

She: "So what's your plan now?"

Me: "I don't have anything to do, Let's have a walk if you are free".

She: "Sure"
We sat outside the mall.

She: "There are so many people here, That's why I don't like malls so much crowd."

Me: "What are you talking? that's why we come to Malls, look at those girls."

She: "You all are same."

Me: "Well that's how we should be."

She: "OK, tell me the most beautiful girl here other than me?"

She knew what I'll say but then I said,"See that girl in pink top"

That was an African girl, really dark.

She: "Oh my God that's your choice."

Me: "Well you know my choice better."

She: "Let's walk"

She: "Why you are so quiet?"

Me: "Just don't want to spoil the moment"

She: "You know when ever I walk, I always fall. My friends always make fun of me whenever I walk with them I guaranteed fall. I don't know why? Today first time I walked that long and I didn't fall."

Me: "Because Today you are with me. Just walk with me and I'll make sure you'll never fall."

She: "You know what? We rarely meet, we rarely talk and there is nothing between us, but still there are people who believe there is something between us. No matter how much I tell them, they don't believe me ?"

It hurts to listen those words but I was happy thinking, still there are people who think of we two together. Oh God!!! where are these people? I love them...

Me: "(Surprisingly) Is it?"

What else I can say.. :(

Me: "You know I still Love you"

She: "Yes, I know and that's why we don't often meet or talk. Beacuse I don't want it to end like 3 years ago."

Me: "So what do you think? Is this what you want?"

She: "It is not what I think or What I want? It's about what I chose. There are lots of things that depends upon our choices. And I wish may be someday we both will be happy with this choice."

Me: "Anyways Happy Promise day"

She: "No, not like that you have to promise me something"

Me: "OK then I promise, I'll always keep my promise. Now it's your turn"

She: "I also promise you the same."

Me: "That's cheating. Promise me something else".

She: "Well then I promise....."

"DADDY MUJHSE BOLA TU GALTI HAI MERI...TUJHPE ZINDGANI GUILTY HAI MERI...SABUN KI SHAKAL ME, BETA TU TO NIKLA KEWAL JHAAG.. BHAAG... "

Hell what is this?
That's my alarm. Why? Why? It rang at the wrong time. I want to listen what she said?
But the loss was done, the dream is broken..

Anyways I should hurry now or I am gonna miss our morning status call at office.

Kash Tujhe Malum Ye Hota...

Kash tujhe malum ye hota,
Ashk bina rone ka matlab,
Khwabon me tujhse milne ko,
Neend bina sone ka matlab.

Kash tujhe malum ye hota,
Patjhad ke sawan ka matlab,
Pyasi is banjar zameen se,
Jaate us badal ka matlab.

Kash tujhe malum ye hota,
Bikhre un khawabon ka matlab,
Manzil ko pakar ke bhi,
Chhuti un raahon ka matlab.

Kash tujhe malum ye hota,
Lambi un raaton ka matlab,
Mauke dar maukon par hoti,
Choti un baaton ka matlab.

Kash tujhe malum ye hota,
tute us taare ka matlab,
Hasti aankon se teri wo,
Bahte us kaazal ka matlab.

Kash tujhe malum ye hota,
Ghut ti un saanson ka matlab,
Yaadon ki aagosh me teri,
Jalti un baahon ka matlab.

Kash tujhe malum ye hota,
Bin tere jeene ka matlab,
Haath liye har ek jaam ko,
Pyaas bina peene ka matlab.

Kash tujhe malum ye hota,
Is dard bhari pukar ka matlab,
Kash Mujhe malum ye hota,
Is beech khadi deewar ka matlab.

When Silence hurts more...

He: "Hey!!! Hi, I am really surprised, you called after these many years."

She: "Me too, so glad to hear your voice."

He: "Is everything OK?"

She: "Why are you asking this question?"

He: "You called after such a long time."

She: "Well.. you have not even called."

He: "I was afraid."

She: "Afraid of what?"

He: "Getting hurt again."

She: "Hmmm.."

He: "Why didn't you called me?"

She: "Me too was afraid."

He: "(Laughing..) Of getting hurt?"

She: "No, of hurting you again."


Silence..

He: "So how's life going?"

She: "Yeah!!! everything is going fine."

He: "That's good."

She: "So, how's yours?

He: "Me too, doing good."


He: "So what made you to call me?"

She: "Because I just can't take it any more. I just can't bear your silence, your
stanger like behaviour. Why are you pretending like you don't know me?"

He: "What else you expect me to do?"

She: "If you are angry on me. Scold me, abuse me or if you want, beat me."

He: "You know I can't do any of them."

She: "Why?"

He: "You know it better."


She: "You know I read all your blogs."

He: "Oh.. did you like them?"

She: "No, I felt them."



She: "Why did you wrote all these blogs?"

He: "May be because I don't have anyone to talk with."

She: "You don't share anything sad with others. Its your old habit. Look at me I used to share everything with you whether its happiness or sad. You should be like that."

He: "Yes, but last time you missed to share one important thing."

She: "Is it? What?"

He: "That you are going away from my life."


She: "Why are you so quite?"

He: "Just don't have anything to talk."

She: "And I was thinking you would have lots of complains."

He: "No, not at all, in fact I am very thankful to you. You have tought me so many things, you gave me chance to improve myself. You made me understand "why one shouldn't expect anything from anyone as expectations always hurt". You have made me lot more stronger than before."

She: "So you are not angry at me?"

He: "Positively"

She: "Then why are you still talking so formaly with me?"

He: "Because it helps me to remain tough."


She: "Can't we become friends like before?"

He: "Like before I can't say, but yes we can have a new start."


.

Love Actually

"So have you ever been in love", he asked me
"Yes, once I have been in love", I replied.
"So how is your girlfriend?"
"Don't know, we are not together now."
"Oh!!! So how much you cried when she left"
"I haven't cried."
"Then it was not love, it's just a crush."
So in this way, my love was declared as a Crush because I never cried.
Now I am thinking, "Why tears are so important in love? Why pain and love are synonyms? Why people don't believe in your love only because you never cried?

I thought loving someone mean giving all the happiness you can to the one you love, even though they are happy without you. Why one should cry because she/he is not with them? In spite we can be happy, watching smile on their face.

Loving someone not always means to be with them in person, it also means a thought in their mind that "Yes, I am with you no matter whatever happen. Whenever you need me I'll be there." Isn't this enough to say you are still special for me.

There are people around who talks of many stages like Crush, Infatuation sometimes Committed and then Love. Seriously I can't understand these stages, either you love someone or not. These stages are just excuses for not being together.

Now it was my turn to ask question:
"Have you ever been in Love?"
"Well I have dated 7-8 girls and had two serious girlfriends"

And I thought "Oh!!! GOD, two more terms "Date" and "Serious Girlfriend".

Now what a Date is? If you like someone, you want to spend some time with them. That people call a Date. Then where is the crush stage? "If you don't have Crush on someone, why are you going on date with them?
So where do I put it in the hierarchy is it after Crush or before Crush?

And what is this "Serious Girlfriend" thing and if it is serious, why it is two? Oh!!! These things are looking funny to me. Why we are making things so complicated?

I have seen people saying she/he is my girlfriend/boyfriend. But I haven't heard them saying "Yes, she is the girl I love." I don't know why guys/girls are so afraid of accepting that they are in love with someone. Then what are these boyfriend/girlfriend things? When you start calling someone boyfriend or girlfriend, not a friend?

And as a matter of fact "Nobody remembers a successful love story". For example stories of Laila-Majnu, Heer-Ranjha, Romeo-Juliet we talk about. And when we talk about romantic movies, we talk about Walk to remember, the Notebook etc. See, nobody like successful love story.

I have so many questions and I know there are many people around who can give me answers for all these questions. But maybe I don't want answer for all these question? May be I don't want so many answers?

But I want answer for only one question "What is Love Actually?"

 

 

Marriage Ceremony of IT Professional

Before I invite you all to the marriage ceremony of an IT Professional, let me tell you some culture and rules we follow at any software company. As many of you may know that in such office we all are provided with Access Cards,that are required to cross any door or to enter any Bay. We develop a habit of paying all our bills online or with Debit/Credit card. at many places you need to enter your Enterprise ID and Password. And one more thing we guys get meal coupons (Sudexos etc.).

Now lets come to the marriage:
Initially the mother mails to her son telling that the bench period of bachelorhood is now over and he is Hardlocked to a new project called marriage. Hardlock, yeh!!! this the terminology we use. And he need to report the supervisor (Father) as soon as possible (ASAP). Our software engineer raise a request to get roll off but of no use. As nothing can be done he agrees for the marriage.

Now a meeting is arranged for the boy and the girl. The boy asks so many questions to the girl like what are her area of specialization? If she had any previous experience? What are the projects she has already worked? And the girl replies innocently that she is a fresher. Anyhow the marriage gets fixed and now KT (knowledge transfer) sessions are organized by the boy's married friends and they share some important information with him.

Now preparation for marriage starts. Cabs are booked for the "Barat". Girl and Boy mails their friends with the subject line as "Action Required:Need to attend the marriage" and with high priority. And finally the day comes. All the friend of boys have joined the "Barat". They dance in front of groom's car and fly Sudexo Coupons in spite of money. At the girl's end a responsible person sits at the door with a card swapping machine, collection gift from the guests and checking their Id card. A guest come and offer him his debit card and says Rs 1001/- or Rs 501/- etc.

The boy comes and sits at the "Mandap"(Wedding Place). All the girl's friend surround him and they hide the access card of the girl's room, this time no shoes. After the marriage the groom finds the Access Card is missing. The girls demand for money in lieu of the Access card and the Groom hands over his debit card to them.

Now the Groom enters the bride's room as he sits near her she asks for password and he gets access, after that... its confidential. Next morning they get a news that they are going Onsite for Honeymoon.

And they live happily ever after unless some bug comes in their life.

2012, Does it Matter?

None of the characters and dialogues in this blog is imaginary and if there is any resemblance with any person or people are found then my sympathy is with them.

I: Hey Mummy has you heard the news?

Mummy: What news you are talking about?

I: It's about the end of world in year 2012.

Mummy: Yes I heard it, but it's all nonsense. Every year such news come, don't worry about it. Whenever they don't have any they show all these crap.

I: But Mummy, what if it's true?

Mummy: If its end of world then let it be, we can't do anything. If everybody dies, we'll too.

I: But there is something you can do.

Mummy: About the disaster?

I: No!!! about me.

Mummy: What?

I: Don't you think, it is the time you should think about my marriage.

Mummy: But son, it's the time for you to make your carrier, not for marriage. You still have 5 years for marriage.

I: What?!!!!!!! 5 years, what if the world ends in 2012? Please Mummy I don't wanna die unmarried.

Mummy: Hey don't be a fool. Nothing gonna happen?

I: What if it happens? You can't say anything about it, so why take a chance?

Mummy: You are looking so concern about your marriage, have you seen some girl?

I: No mummy!!! in this case I am fully depend upon you and father. But it seems even you two are not gonna help me.

Mummy: Oh dear!!! It's not like that but it's not the right time, and when the time comes I'll
show as many as girls you haven't even thought of.

I: Oh Mummy!!! It's just a mother's heart; otherwise you have no idea about the girl to boy ratio in India.

Mummy: Don't worry son there are still girls for you. You will be married too.

I: Oh Mummy!!! You can't understand my concern as you are already married. You can't understand my pain. Mummy if I died due to disaster in 2012 my soul will not get peace. My soul keeps wandering in this world.

Mummy: Oh!!! Then don't worry there would be thousands of other unsatisfied soul with you.

I: No Mummy it's not necessary, may be they are not concern about their marriage and their soul go to heaven in spite of being with me.

Mummy: Well it's enough, don't tease me more. Or if you are ready I'll arrange your marriage next year and you'll not deny.

I: Oh!!! Mummy, you are getting serious. I was just joking; you can carry on with your work. I think I should go.

Main Nashe Me Hoon...

/*Characters
Devdas as D.D
Chunni Babu as Chunnu */

D.D.: Arey!!! Chunnu ye aap hume kahan le aaye?

Chunnu: D.D. Babu ,ye shehar ka sabse bada bar hai.

D.D.: Chunnu bhai isse to achcha to aap hume Chandramukhi ki yahan le chalte, wo kam se kam udhar to deti hai. Yahan to credit card bhi nahi lete, aur aajkal to bahut kadki chal rahi hai.

Chunnu: Koi baat nahi D.D. Babu!! hum hain na. Aaj ki sham humari taraf se. To bataiye kya peejiyega?

D.D.: Waise to kuch bhi chalega, magar apna lebel to Green Lebel.

After some time….

Chunnu: Kya D.D. Babu aap to peene me hi mashgul ho gaye. Ye bhi bhool gaye ki hum bhi baithe hain aapke saath. Kuch baat to kijiye?

D.D.: Maaf karna Chunnu, magar hume peene do hum hosh me nahi rehna chahte?

Chunnu: Bas D.D. babu!!! Ab bas karo. Aur mat peeyo.

D.D.: Nahi Chunnu hume mat roko. Jab tak hum hosh me rahenge Paaro ki yaad hume aati rahegi aur hum tadapte rahenge. Aur is tadap se to behoshi ki neend hi achchci hai, jisme kam se kam dard to nahi hota.

Chunnu: D.D. Babu, kya aapki Paaro bhi aapko itna hi chahti hai?

D.D.: Ye to hum nahi jaante Chunnu, Paaro ke paas to diya hai jise jala kar wo apna man behla leti hai magar humare paas… humare paas to bas ye dil hai jalane ko.

Chunnu: D.D. Babu, aakhir aapki Paro aapse door kyun ho gai? Aur aapki ye haalat kaise ho gai?

D.D.: Bas yahi to hum bhi jaan na chahte hain ki aakhir humse aisi kya bhool ho gayi ki wo hume chod kar chali gai? Kis galti ki hume itni badi saza mili? Wo to kehti thi ki use bhi humari utni hi jarurat hain jitni ki hume uski hai. Usne to vaada kiya tha ki kabhi hume chod kar nahi jayegi. Magar aaj to unhone hume itna akela kar diya ki aaj humara saaya bhi humre saath nahi hai .
Aur rahi humari halat ki baat to iske zimmedar aap jaise dost hain. Jinke paas hum apna tuta dil leke aaye the aur unhone hume daru ke theke pe bitha diya. Aap jaise dost ho to dushmano ki kya jarurat hai?

Chunnu: D.D. Babu!! lagta hai aapko chadh gai hai. Hum to aapka bhala chahne wale hain.

D.D.: Arey!!! Yadi humara bhala chahne wale hote to hume is tarah daaru pilaane ki bajai humari problem solve karte?

Chunnu: D.D. Babu, aap Paro ko bhool kyun nahi jaate?

D.D.: Nahi Chunnu nahi!!! Hum sapne me bhi aisa nahi soch sakte. Hum ek baar saans lena bhool sakte hain magar Paaro ko nahi bhula sakte.

Chunnu: D.D. Babu aap Paro ko bahut pyar karte hain na?

D.D.: Chunnu hum ye to nahi jaante ki hum paaro ko kitna pyar karte hain, magar unki judaai humse bardasht nahi hoti.

Chunnu: Wah!!!! D.D. Babu, humne bahut se aashiqo ko dekha magar aap to sabse alag hain. Jisko Paro ka dard itna hai, uske naam ka nasha itna hai ki wo kabse sode ko daaru samjh kar piye ja raha hai aur use nasa bhi ho raha hai. Main to kab se keh raha hun ruk jao aur mat piyo. Abhi humara order nahi aaya hai.

it still happens.....

I was waiting for bus at the bus stand and at the same time a local mini bus came. The bus was empty and I thought to board the bus. I took a seat and the conductor was shouting outside for more passengers. In the next 2 minutes I was feeling like "sharukh khan of swadesh ". The bus was full with all the colors of India. I saw all sort of people around me like farmers, shopkeepers, villagers and a sage too. The bus was full and no place was left even for standing but the conductor was still shouting and telling all the boarding passengers to move behind. I don't think he has any idea about how long is his bus. Now the bus moved, the women were talking such that even the passenger at the last seat could hear their talk, a man was talking on the mobile but I don't think he need any mobile to talk with someone who is even at the other end of the country.
And the bus stopped and a family boarded. I saw a man with his wife and four children sat next to me. I was thinking why these people have this much children, and suddenly I got the answer. I saw all were girls except the one in the mother's arm and the youngest one. All the children have the age difference of 1 year. The man and his wife sat beside me and he told his eldest daughter to stand nearby. As there was so much rush, she wanted to stand near her father but the man told her to stand holding the seat.
I looked at her, she has worn a yellow old "frok" and a pair of Hawaii slippers and then I looked at the boy in the mother's arm, he was very well dressed and wearing shoes in his leg. After sometime she asked her father for water but he scolded her and told she may drink when they reach home. She didn't say anything. I looked in her eyes thinking she may be angry or sad but there was nothing she was very calm as it's normal, as it was not new for her. And then I heard a small cough and the man started shouting over his wife and told to keep the child away from the window. And he took the boy from the mother's arm and started kissing him and playing with him. I looked at the girl; she was looking at her father as she also wanted to be in him arm and being loved like her small brother. Now I saw something in her eyes.
Suddenly I startled by some voice, an elephant was passing near the bus and everybody started looking at the elephant. The girl was also so excited that she was jumping to see the elephant. And I saw her sparkling eyes, she was so happy. And I thought finally "Happiness finds its way". She kept on watching the elephant till it gets out of sight. After sometime their stop came and she went out holding her mother's hand.
I really felt bad that still our country have people who prefer boys over girls. They still wait for boys even when they are not financially strong. They hardly get two time meal but still they have 5-6 children only for a boy. I don't have words to say but it still happens…………..

Kuch Pal...

Kuch pal baithkar maine,
phoolon ka khilna dekha hai
aur tufaan ki aagosh me unka
mitti me milna dekha hai.

Kuch pal baithkar maine,
baarish ki boonde dekhi hain
aur saawan ki un raaton me
kuch udti needein dekhi hain.

Kuch pal baithkar maine,
bheed ko chalte dekha hai
aur kuch jaane pehchane chehron ko
unme dhalte dekha hai.

Kuch pal baithkar maine,
tera muskaana dekha hai
aur teri un aankhon se
ashko ka chalkana dekha hai.

Kuch pal baithkar maine,
saanson ka chalna dekha hai
aur teri yaadon me khud ka
har pal me marna dekha hai.

My name is Khan

SRK: Hello K..K..Kiran.

Kiran: Raju? Is that you?

SRK: Hey…. Don't call me Raju. I am no more a gentleman. I m D..D..DON now.

Kiran: What? What are you saying? How this happened?

SRK: Oh!!! K..K..Kiran, this cruel world, this cruel world has made me DON. I tried so hard to remain a good man. I worked at NASA as scientist, I also coached Indian hockey team, I tried in movies too but ultimately my career stopped at DON.

Kiran: Oh!!! SRK, it's so sad. So why do u come to me after so many years? You know I am married now and there is no chance of yours now.

SRK: Hey…. Stupid, I am married too and I am no more interested in you. Actually I am very depressed now a days and I wanna talk to some of my old friend.

Kiran: Oh!!! That's so sweet Raj... SRK. What's your problem dear?

SRK: K..K..Kiran, What to tell you? That Amir, he used to comment over me but I didn't care, but from the day he made 8-packs I am afraid of him and his short term memory loss, Oh!!! If some day he hurts me and forget then even polygraph machine can't catch him. I explored his body too may be my name is over there but I didn't find.

Kiran: Well its good news.

SRK: No its not. There are some of his body parts he can't show on screen and I suspect my name could be there.

Kiran: Oh!! SRK you are suspecting him for no reason. He is a nice guy, I know him. You don't need to think of him.

SRK: K..K..Kiran, he is not the only problem in my life. The American cops have also tried to arrest me.

Kiran: What? Then what happen?

SRK: Nothing yaar. You know "DON ko pakadna mushkil hi nahi, na mumkin hai". They didn't get any evidence and they released me.

Kiran: Thanks God.

SRK: What GOD? Before only Amir was giving me tension but now a days Salman has also started disturbing me.

Kiran: And what he did?

SRK: I heard that he is also trying to buy a cricket team at IPL. My Knight Riders has already become a matter of shame for me and now this Salman team. I know he'll make a strong team against mine. First my team was already loosing now he is there. Oh God they all will kill me.

Kiran: Oh!! SRK, don't worry "MAIN HOON NA". Everything will be all right.

SRK: No K..K..Kiran, things are getting worse.

Kiran: What happen now?

SRK: What could be worse than heartbreak?

Kiran: Oh God!!! Who broke your heart?

SRK: Its K..K..Karan.

Kiran: What? What I did?

SRK: It's not K..K..Kiran. Its K..K..Karan. Karan Johar.

Kiran: ?

SRK: I heard, now a days he is with Ranbir Kapoor and keeps on saying "Wake-up Sid". Oh God he ditched me. He forgot our old love.

Kiran: Oh SRK, in this case even I can't do anything. But law can help you; you can go to court and ask for your rights.

SRK: No K..K..Kiran, I don't want to bring our relationship to the court. After all I still ………..

Kiran: OK in this situation you should also think for option. Why don't you ask Abhishek or John? They are really smart guys.

SRK: Oh!!! K..K..Kiran, you are so good. You have solved my major problem. I LOVE YOU. OK I'll see you later; I need to make some calls. Bye

Love AajKal

/*for better reading experience just start with dialoges, skip the background part, but if u get confused read that part too*/
scene1:
(A talk between a boy and a girl where the girl is trying convince the boy to not to fall in love with her as she is very good friend of him, giving all her logics and excuses.)

"No, why don't you understand, this is not going to work. Why are you hurting yourself?", she said .

He: I am not hurting, I am fine. You don't need to worry about me.

She: But I know you are and I care for you. I not meant for you. So please stop loving me..

He: Do you think it is this much easy? I love you and I don't care whether you love me or not.

She: You are talking nonsense, its all movie talk of not expecting any love in return. You are child and you can't understand how much it hurt? Expectation always hurt, and I know you expect too much from me.

He: May be you are right. perhaps I am not worth for you.

She: You are again misunderstanding me, you always do. I am not worth for you. You'll definitely get a better girl than me . and what do you know about me? Nothing, just my name, that's all.

He: I don't even want to know. Whatever I know is enough for me.

She: Why are you doing this?

He: What? I am not doing anything only you are worrying.

She: Why don't you understand? We have no future together. My parents are not going to get agree and I can't go against their will.

He: How can you say that? We have not even talked to them or tried to convince them. Who is saying you to go against them. Why are you so negative?

She: I love my parents so much and I can't hurt them anyhow.

He: Who is trying to hurt them? We are not going to run from home. If they say "No" then its "No".

She: OK, let it. you are not listening to me. Do whatever you want?
Silence......

He: Hey
She: What?
He: Are you angry?
She: No.
He: Sorry!!!
She: For what?
He: For anything, that hurts you.
She: Its OK
He: Give me a smile.
She: Me fine!!
He: And?
She: And everything is fine.
He: And?
She: and your marriage.

He (with excitement) : And tell me how are you?
She: Now, I think you should sleep.
He: Are you sleepy?
She: No..
He: I understoond, you are sleeping.
She: Ok, let's go to bed.
He: OK, lets go!!!!
She: You are gonna beaten hard. You go to yours and I'll go to mine.
He: Ohhhhh.......
Silence...

He: Hey
She: What?
He: I Love You
She: Good night
He; Good night
She: Cut the phone?
He: I'll not, you cut.
She: Why? Why don't you cut the phone?
He: I just don't. You cut the phone.
She: OK, Good night.
The phone is cut.

scene2:
(the same girl is on phone with someone she loves, but this boy loves someone else)
She: Hi.....
(Other side some other boy) : Hi
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She: I know you love someone else but still I love you.
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She: I can understand everything and I am not a child. You don't need to worry about me.
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(just see how the situation changes, the girl is in the same situation as the boy and how the same conversation changes)

Jab We Met 1

One thing that I heard about life is that it keeps on moving, no matter what happens around you. It's like a journey where you, stops at different stations before reaching your destination. In course of this journey you meet all short of people and gain experiences.
It was the mid-summer of 2009, I was returning back to my home from Lucknow via train. Train was almost empty, at least my bogie, that usually doesn't happen whenever I go somewhere. It was around 2:00 a.m. and I wasn't able to sleep as it was too hot inside the train and the only fan looking towards you was not ready to co-operate. I woke up and thought to take a walk. At the door of the train I saw someone standing, well its quiet obvious in such a weather to sit at the door where you can get some relief from summer. I thought next time I should made reservation of the door not of the seat. Well it was a girl, no no…. I think a lady would be an appropriate word. She was of 22-23 (age not figure), fair and of about 5 feet. I think it's enough description, looking outside strangely. I stood at the next door, how could I miss the chance of standing near a girl.
I just looked at her face, she was looking so sad and confused. I thought she was thinking to jump from the running train. I went to her and asked,
I: What are you up to?
She: None of your business.
I: I know, but are u really planning to jump?
She just stared at me as I have read her mind. But told nothing.
I continued…
I: I don't think it's a good idea.
She: Can't you just leave me alone?
I: Yes, I can but I don't want to miss a chance of watching someone jumping from a running train.
She: You guys, all are same. You don't have feelings, you can't understand, what problem I am facing?
I: You are absolutely right, I may not know your problem and I don't want to. But one thing I m sure of that it's really not a good idea.
She: You had nothing to do with all these, leave me on all my own.
I: OK, I'll leave but just tell me you will not jump.
She: Who the hell are you to tell me what to do?
I: Well, I am someone who doesn't want you to jump because sex ratio of girls and boys is already less and if you girls keep on jumping from train like this it will get worse and I don't want to die unmarried. I have nothing to do with your life but I m thinking of mine.
She: Do you know me?
I: No, but one thing I know is that suicide is the permanent solution of some temporary problem.
She: No, I think it's the only way to end the entire problem. "Na main rahungi, Na pareshani".
I: But have you thought of one thing what will happen if you didn't die what if you became a handicap? I think that life would be more difficult than this one.
Have you ever thought of your parents, your brother-sister, and your friends? What will happen to them?
She remained quiet.
I: Who in this world don't have problem? But every problem has its solution. You just need to find it out.
She was not saying anything, just looking at me and perhaps weeping. Have you ever seen some girl crying? Really they look cuter while crying. I have completed with my dialogues and waiting for her response.
I: If you are going to jump, then will you please do it soon as I need to pee and I can't hold it for longer time.
She just smiled and went to her berth. I also went to mine.
I felt someone moving my legs, I opened my eyes, and it was her, holding two cups of tea standing beside my seat. I looked at watch it was 6:00 a.m. I hate waking up in the morning but how can I refuse a girl.
She offered me the tea and said thanx. Her name was Riya, she has just completed her B.Pharma. and her boyfriend on the last day of college had told her that now everything is over, our relationship is ended now. He didn't love her anymore. That was all she was upset for and planning to suicide.
Oh… GOD girls are really impossible, that was all. That's why she wanted to die? I really can't believe this, how can one take such a stupid decision over such a stupid thing. Now I was feeling like pushing her from the train. But whatever I enjoyed the tasteless train's tea.
We exchanged our numbers and she left as her station had come.
And the very next day she called me……

To be continued………

Farewell

Finally my B.TECH is ended, and I have nothing to do here."Now its time to go sir, let us RULE the college", Juniors have the best way to say that by giving a FAREWELL party. Yes, its our farewell party, where we got the last chance to have a look of beutiful juniors and of course women looking girls(in Sariees and a lot of make-up) of our batch. Sometimes its become really difficult to recognize them as Are they the same? who sat next to me in the classroom.
Not only girls boys are also very busy for tonight party. They have done a lot of shopping, some also have visited beauty parlours. Oh.... I really hate this to spend this much money for just a few hours, but its has its own excitment and fun. Just look into the corridors of hostel guys are waiting to dry their face packs, some are shouting outside the bathroom, someone running for press, all this fun. How can one ever forget?
In the mean time we heard the sound of "NAGADA"(a musical instrument) in the courtyard of the hostel. It means juniors have come to take us to the venue of farewell party. We all are ready now, but how can we just go? We just wait so that a junior comes personally to invite us, requesting not to delay. Now its better, and we are ready to attend the farewell party.

At the venue, enterence is covered with beautiful juniours( Of course girls), to "TILAK" us, we are greeted with clapping of juniors(both). Now the party has started and juniors are presenting some item numbers, but we are more interested in lookig at the girls column and deciding who is looking better. And then the the main event of the party started (waits its not the dinner), actually its the "TITLE" given to each seniors and the main thing about them is "they are
really stupid".
Suddenly we got news that the dinner is ready and everybody rush towards the dinner table, leaving all those stupid title behind as everyone is waiting for dinner only. We really need to struggle to get a dinner plate and have something eatable over it.

And when the party ended I just took a look of all faces of my batchmates, they are not happy anymore. I can't understand what is happening to them? and suddenly I realises me too very sad, what is happening to us? what feeling it is? OH... its the thought of seperation that is hurting so much. we have to leave all our friends here, there will be no more late night cards, no counter-strike,no late night studies, no proxies, no bunks and no life. Tell me its not true. Tell me that a farewell doesn't mean loosing all this, Tell me we are not leaving. How can all this end suddenly? How all those four years can be left? I can see tears in those eyes, its really hurting.

Doesn't it seems like some "BIDAEI" scene of some hindi movie. Hey... man we can't stay here anymore untill we get some "year-back" in the result and as much as I know nobody is ready for that. So lets explore the world ahead, we can just stick to our college girls there are more out there. Who will take care of them? Someone have to take the responsibility. So cheer-up and pack your bags and clean all the mess you have created in your room.

Finally I want to say that I am really gonna miss my college, my hostel, my friends, all the fun and of course all you girls "Don't worry I have snaps of all of you".

Confession

This time i am writing this blog to confess a blunder i have done and that leads to losing my best friend. And I don't want anyone else would repeat the same mistake and pay for it. Friends this world is full of peoples around you, who cares for you and always wanted you to be happy and successful but you keeps on telling that nobody loves you, nobody cares for you. overlooking all that love,all that care you are blessed with. And the day you realise that love, you have already lost it.

You become so selfish that you are not ready to understand what problem is your buddy facing. you just think of yourself and keep on blaming your best friend.

That's what, I did. She has gone because I let her go. I don't know how to say sorry to her so that she come back. but may be someday she may read this blog and can understand how guilty i am feeling?

Friends life has its ups and downs and you have to face all that on yourself , but everytime you need your best friends around you not to help you but to encourage you. they made you feel how special you are?

so please don't hurt those who loves, who cares for you and don't let them go.